Lindsay Halladay
Lindsay Halladay
Zen
I am so zen
My heart needs to beat only every now and then
And my chest may be heavin, doc
But you best believin
I ain’t heart bro - ken
I am so zen
My heart needs to beat only every now and then
And my chest may be heavin, doc
But you best believin
I ain’t heart bro-ken
My aorta speaks in dyslexic syncopated beats
More variable than Savion’s feet
Or Thelonious’ fingertips on them ivory keys
Please.
You think you know jazz better than me?
When I breathe trip il ets in my sleep
like… m m m ha ha ha m m m ha ha ha
My capillaries scream to flow extremely free
from my hair follicles to my feet
til my body’s packin heat
settin flames ablaze on these LA city streets
I’m irregular.
Like thriftstore jeans
Like bathroom visits after brown rice and beans
Like a scantron bubble halfway erased
My heart can be detected at any rate cuz
I’m so zen
My heart needs to beat only every now and then
And my chest may be heavin doc
But you best believin
I ain’t heart bro-ken
I don’t think you know what’s up doc.
See, my heart ain’t arrhythmic,
It’s learnin to beat box.
Yeah, sometimes it might let the beat drop
And in the middle of the night it might just ….
But it keeps rocking
Keeps jazz scat be-boppin
Flippin hip-hop with no political flip-floppin
So put yo cotton away
Cuz I’m caught up in a way no chest test set-up could ever say
I am the ultra sound your ultrasound could never find
my heart divides time in its own time -
A rhythm divine
See it ain’t four-four or even three-two
I’m unique .
Secretly seeking a new pace through life
And I’ll keep creepin til I get this rate right cuz
I’m so zen
My heart needs to beat only every now and then
And my chest may be heavin doc
But you best believin
I ain’t heart bro-ken
Hook me up yo.
C’mon and test me out.
Let’s find out what it’s all about -
Let’s get to the heart of it.
C’mon doc and tell me the worst part of it.
I gotta whole lotta love so it’d be hard to harden it
And if my blood type’s too positive than you’ll have to pardon it
Cuz it’s my heart and I’m not parting with it
Cuz my heart is the shit
When was the last time you put on a stethoscope and heard music in it?
I’m so zen
My heart needs to beat only ever now and then
And my chest may be heavin doc
But you best believin
I ain’t heart bro-ken
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